It seems that is was a good night for internal reflections and feelings of being pathetic. I was up until well past 3 am wrestling with my own head-space.

I am fearful that I am repeating a pattern with Markhollan.
I am fearful that I am somehow stuck in TX waiting for insurance and lawsuit money.
I can't feed myself.
I can not even pay a bill.
I can't work to alleviate the situation.

Keep your self together; a bit of self loathing can be motivational.....Too much can be deadly.

Love you kid.

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well, sounds like you learned something valuable last night.

keep on keepin on young man.

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